Bulk email Sender Needed - trustworthy please

We have our website:[login to view URL] where we post our trading results During 31 months, since the inception of the programm in 2010, PrivateForexTrader B managed to turn $110.000 USD into more than $2.100.000 USD! There were only 2 negative months, and drawdown has never exceed 9%. Our systems are private and by invitation. We have a list and we have need of legitimate emails of forex traders to share our data to see if they want to sign up for our offerings. Serious only. WE would rather have someone teach us how to send these bulk emails ourselves. 1. We have a list of 150k Forex traders and seek a bulk emailer we can trust who wont sell our list but send out emails - we would prefer someone show us how to do this ourself since if another does this they have our list andmay sell it 2. We want to buy more forex email lists 3. We want to work with someone we can trust and send out emails weekly and monthly ongoing