My life story

My name imelda o brien , I've been trying to write a story of my life , When I was 11, my family and I went on a cruise ship in America my sister was only 15 , the bartender kept giving her alcohol because he was trying to rape her , she was then found by one of our family friend and my other who brought her back to my Mum and dad later they night when my dad put us to bed lynsey had to get sick but I was in the toilet so she went to the balcony to get sick I came out from the bathroom and seen her on the balcony she was clinging on to I ran out and tried to pull her back over but couldn't , I was to weak to pull her over and had to let her go I watched her fall over and smack her head of yellow life boat , she then vanished into the water , after this tragedy our life's have been a mess , my father ended up in a mental institution as he had bi polar and couldn't cope with losing a child he later on then killed himself after 7 years after lynsey died he had 8 sucicde attempts - one he shot himself in the head but the bullet was a blank - he threw himself In the Irish Liffey - he cut all his wrist until there was no feeling others were overdoses and the finale was when he hung himself , my mother became a abusive alcoholic that all her kids had to move away from her because we couldn't cope with the mental torture , I had a mental brake down at 25 and became diagnosed with ptsd and phcosis , my older sister would be the strongest she now married with 2 kids and her own house while me and little brother live over in Australia trying to find ourselfs